Japan

Japan, Aug 2018

Nottingham Gegurls

Sasya's Big Day

NazuAcap's Big Day

***** : Bila kenal? Masa dekat Notts ke?
Pengantin : Eh taklah, ni after Notts.
***** sambil pandang aku : Owh, ada lagi kehidupan after Notts. Dun worry.

Aku hanya mampu tersenyum kambing haha..

Semoga kedua-dua pasangan dikurniakan keluarga yang dilimpahi sakinah, mawaddah dan rahmah =)

Teguran awal tahun baru huhu..

People are so afraid of pain. Terrified of falling or failing. Terrified of the break. Terrified of picking up the pieces. That is why we don't try. That is why we don't put ourselves out there or really live. But we only fear pain, and breaks and wounds, because we rely on ourselves to heal them. If we truly believed that no matter how broken, how much pain, or how deep the wound, we could run to the Healer, we would no longer be so afraid to try, to risk, to feel. To live. And that would look like courage.

-Yasmin Mogahed- 

Sana sini ...

I have a VERY strong feeling that result will be significantly different, but tadaaaaa

Almost 100% the same!! I just cannot believe myself 

"They may be reluctant to take action until they have confidence that they will not fail, if they cannot be sure, they often do not try"

I'm still the old me, hoping for new hopes, new smiles =)

Barangkali ilham itu,

Turut mati bersama rasa,

Yang sedang mekar,

Membunga di lubuk hati.

Lalu bersunyi,

Berilham di ruang fikir,

Tak tertumpah ke lembar kertas,

Lantaran pena kering tak berdakwat.

[anonymous]

Cinta

Cinta Allah mendahului cinta kerana Allah. 

Bila hanya Dia di dalam hati, 

tidak layak takut dan dukacita menguasai diri.

Cinta, kasih dan sayang,

Semuanya tentang rasa,

Dan tempatnya di hati,

Soalnya, siapa yang ada dalam hatimu?

Kalau benar cinta,

Cintu itu dambakan pertemuan,

Lalu tanya sama hati itu,

Sudahkah bersedia untuk mati?

Kerana hanya selepas itu dapat bertemu,

Andai cinta itu benar,

Cinta kepada Allah dan Rasul.

[Diolah dari k-fiqh Rasulullah,

Ustaz Pahrol Mohd Juoi,

1 Muharram 1436H]

Daisy garden,
Nottingham July '13

Teddy on her last trip to London Heathrow,
July 2013

Allah itu punya banyak cara menegur kita,

Adakala jelas depan mata,

Adakala terlalu halus dan tersirat,

Perlu masa muhasabah utk memahaminya.

Tegurannya kerana sayang,

Tapi pendosa seperti aku,

Adakala tewas dalam kedunguan,

Untuk mengenal cinta Tuhan.

Ibu kota,

210914,

1905.

Kenangan mengusik jiwa

Ni adalah isu basi, tp tak kisahlah... 

After all, graduation is just the beginning of another phase of life.

Biarkan memori indah itu berlegar diruang ingatan. Mengukir senyum di hujung bibir.

*Farha*

Dari kelas tingkatan 1.3, kemudian kelas tingkatan 2-5 jannatul firdaus, kemudian sama-sama A-level di UCSI. Jodoh mungkin, bumi Nottingham menyambut kami sebagai pelajar farmasi. And that day, 10th of July 2013 marked our 11 years of friendship. Alhadulillah thumma alhamdulillah.

*Me, Iman, Farha dan Amerlia*

Dunkirk menyaksikan, ahli bait Nur Kasih menghuni di City Road kemudiannya ke Ednaston Road bersama ahi bait yg baru, Dr. Iman =)

*Yasmin, Madihah, Amerlia, Mardhiah, Me, Izzah, Farha, Farah, Yuni, Iman, Kinah, Mira, Wani and Su*

Apalah makna kenangan manis mengusik jiwa, tanpa kehadiran sahabat-sahabat serta adik-adik yang mewarnai episod sebuah perjalanan di medan ilmu.

Jangan diucap selamat tinggal, tapi ucaplah moga bersua lagi, Jika tidak di bumi ini, moga bertemu di SyurgaNya nanti. 

Forgive

Picture from Zaim Salim

Someone asked me

We can give forgiveness but not easily forget. How??

I couldn't think of any good answer, but i guess

May be it is Allah's beautiful way to remind us not to do the same thing to other people. May be that's how Allah keep us closer to Him through constant du'a for sabr. May be it's for us to reflect how sincere our forgiveness was... If only memory has its delete button heh =)